Imagine
that you are going downhill very fast on a bicycle,
through rain and
mist and
with the wind behind you.
Imagine
that it is steep and the mountain you are coming off
is very high, with the road cut into it, with sheer cliffs either side,
one rising (on your right side)
the other (on your left)
(as you fly down the slope)
dropping deep and
straight into the clouds.
Imagine
that you are going at about forty miles an hour, which
on a laden bike feels very fast indeed.
Imagine
you feel the wind whipping your face,
the mist licking your hair
and the rough road pounding your backside through the saddle.
And now
imagine you cannot stop.
Imagine you cannot stop,
because your brakes are gone.
Imagine you squeeze those levers and, expecting
the soft squeal of rubberised friction, get only the scrape
of metal on metal.
Imagine you are now a slave to gravity. Imagine
you see a bend ahead, and imagine
you know that if around that bend there is
a truck or
a cow
or a man with a wheelbarrow, or
a tree, or
a pile of rocks
you will, if you succeed in
not going over the cliff,
hit the truck
or the cow
or the man with the wheelbarrow
or the tree
or the pile of rocks,
and likely be killed,
and,
in the case of the man with the wheelbarrow,
quite possibly kill him too.
(About the cow you are not quite certain.)
And now
imagine that you do, though not without a struggle, and
not without cutting it very much finer than you care to remember afterwards,
get round that corner, and imagine
that Fate
has decreed that there shall not be a truck,
or a cow,
or a man,
or a wheelbarrow,
or a pile of rocks
around this particular corner on this particular occasion
(unlike, you recall, the previous corner, and,
you subsequently discover, the next-but-one),
And so
imagine, to cut a long story short, that you reach the
bottom of this mountain, and succeed somehow in bringing your bicycle
to a halt.
And imagine
that you discover yourself, after an interval of
uncertain duration,
Sitting on the road,
shaking and
crying.
And imagine, finally
that a man with a wheelbarrow, who
(the man, not the wheelbarrow) does not speak your language,
nor you his,
leaving his wheelbarrow behind,
comes and sits down beside you, and puts
his hand
on your shoulder.